although a cringed look comes onto my face as i think that we are going into the tennies or the teenies. i think the teenies still belong on cbbcs and out of our history books. im ready for 2010 but this year has been this mass experience, im not going into it because thats long and some memories i have decided to just let go, or do my best to dismiss. yeah sometimes its been a bitch to be me. and yeah im coming out of 2009 a lot more damaged then i went into it. but a good kind of damaged. one that i can now use to my advantage and save myself at least a bit of embarrassment and hurt.
but from the time that big bennies hand points to twelve, im in 2010 and ready to make it immensly crazy.