adoration

i like how ugly it is.

failed mission.

fuck the Grammy artists, fuck the Nobel prize winners.
fuck the high standing politicians. fuck the practised philosophers.
fuck the tv presenters. fuck the producers and their directors.
fuck the models. fuck the designers who use them.
fuck the girl on facebook with 166 picture likes.
fuck the guy who's fucking her.

bitter my dear?.. the feeling of inadequacy is a bitch

idyllic/idiotic

fuck it im going to barcelona...
well, if i had the money. of course i dont, so i'll just procrastinate a bit more about the life i wish i could have, whilst slowly destorying my chance of getting it.
oh the fucking irony.