wankstain bolloking cunt face bastard shit.

i love how i feel like i die inside on a day to day basis

*thumbs up*

key to happiness

okay, so im a little annoyed/agitated, so this may seem irrational, or it may seem like a breakthrough?

a new rule i discovered, why do we all expect so much out of eachother?! it is through this blind faith that we are all perfect and will know what to say or when to stop or how to act that we feel most of our disappointment.
we should all learn our lesson each time the same little mental slap from someone imprints themselves on our emotions.
its not so much 'letting you down' as just not raising to the expectations i had hoped you would reach?

GR: stop expecting more from people then they can realistically achieve.
if we all did this, we could get by without the unneccassary pain of dissapointment.

want

the grey cement pavement slabs of reality

its june. five days in to be precise.
no one told me.

life is just passing me by, without the curtosey of even waving goodbye..

adoration

i like how ugly it is.

failed mission.

fuck the Grammy artists, fuck the Nobel prize winners.
fuck the high standing politicians. fuck the practised philosophers.
fuck the tv presenters. fuck the producers and their directors.
fuck the models. fuck the designers who use them.
fuck the girl on facebook with 166 picture likes.
fuck the guy who's fucking her.

bitter my dear?.. the feeling of inadequacy is a bitch

idyllic/idiotic

fuck it im going to barcelona...
well, if i had the money. of course i dont, so i'll just procrastinate a bit more about the life i wish i could have, whilst slowly destorying my chance of getting it.
oh the fucking irony.